Day 20: Trust

I don’t trust nobody who ain’t some kinda selfish sometimes. – excerpt from current project If someone asks, “What’s your greatest flaw,” what would you say? I believe that I’ve just realized mine. It may also be the biggest obstacle to me living soulfully: SELF-DOUBT. I could spend paragraphs pontificating on where this doubt originated, but…Read more »

Day 19: Storms

God is moving. You just gotta keep still. – Intuition I heard the Inner Voice. I knew that I was to focus on myself — get my life in order, and create the sacred space within, and around me, to fly with my own wings. This was, is, the season for building from within. But I let my…Read more »

Day 18: Gifts

“The paradox of gifts: I know what I have given you. I do not know what you have received.” – Dr. SunWolf You gave me a hug. I received reassurance.  You gave me a call. I received joy.  You gave me a night. I received a beautiful memory. You gave me silence. I received uncertainty.…Read more »

Day 16: Listen

The most important part of communication is listening. Today has been a day of tough conversations, imperfectly conducted (on my part). I did my best though. And I look forward to doing even better in the future.  Sometimes, I get my feelings hurt over my own refusal to listen. I’ll hear the words but not…Read more »

Day 14: Commitment

When I began this retreat, I had only TWO questions to which I sought answers:  “What is the active ingredient that will help me take my life to the next level?  and  “How do I activate it?” When I first received the answer, I didn’t like it. It’s a trait that I’ve always admired in others,…Read more »

Day 13: Fear

The only thing “wrong” is that you think something’s wrong. -My Mama Fear gets a bad rap, but I’ve decided to befriend the old bastard. Fear has become that girlfriend that always got some shit to say about something I don’t particularly want to talk about, yet contains a kernel of necessary truth that I…Read more »